DEATH WISH
As the light fades outside my window
And the darkness fills my room
So fades my hope and joy
And the darkness enters my mind
And fills my heart with pain
I close my eyes and hold my breath
The sorrow and shame
Tear me apart piece by piece
I cry dry tears and wispers
Silent words to no one
Knife , robe , pilLs & trains
Sucicide thoughts fills my mind
No more tears no more pain
I allways screw up
The life of the ones
I Care about
I should kill my self
DEATH WISH
As the light fades outside my window
And the darkness fills my room
So fades my hope and joy
And the darkness enters my mind
And fills my heart with pain
I close my eyes and hold my breath
The sorrow and shame
Tear me apart piece by piece
I cry dry tears and wispers
Silent words to no one
Knife , robe , pilLs & trains
Sucicide thoughts fills my mind
No more tears no more pain
I allways screw up
The life of the ones
I Care about
I should kill my self
Stab me, cut me.
I don't wish to feel.
slash me, gut me.
make sure I don't heal.
Make me bleed, make me cry.
Make sure I suffer bad.
Make me scream, make me die.
Make sure I don't feel glad.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I deserve to die.
I don't deserve to be.
cause my life is just a lie.
So cut my veins, yank my hair.
rip and tear my skin.
Kill me, go ahead I don't care.
I should pay for my sin.
So torture me, beat me.
Make my blood stain the floor.
Use me, deceit me.
Cause I just can't take living anymore.